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Hey! Sorry I haven't been active lately I've been without a computer for several months and i decided to use my moms today, I did however order the new Mac computer that is coming out and i should get it in about a month.

Also I have recently learned how to credit base maker properly so sorry in advance to any base makers that i have upset by not crediting 100% correctly. (though I did leave a your name I'm sorry if i didn't link back i was still learning...again sorry! >.< i am currently going through all of my work and making sure that it is all properly credited.

I have continued to work on my fashion designs despite not uploading them and may start uploading them again now that I know how to credit properly.
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I graduated College with an Associates Liberal Arts... Im very happy seeing as i didnt think I would make it!
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my week so far...

drop friends off at their houses, only to come home a see a shade... next day fight with friend...just because I wished everyone a happy 4th of july and bc a friends ex was on there a friend blows up in my face calling his ex a cunt and starts dictating how he doesnt want me to mention her and him in the same group message....despite the fact that he thinks its ok to talk about her and her current ex. (is very confused) next my best friend tells a secret to her other best friend and the same guy I happen to be fighting with. the secret has to do with his ex getting dumped. DESPITE THE FACT THAT HE NEVER WANTS TO KNOW OF HER EXISTENCE!!!!!  IT SEEM TO BE OK WHEN SHE MENTIONS IT BC HE IS HEAD OVER HEALS FOR HER!!!! 3rd of july, I go to my best friends aunts for fireworks on the lake where  a kid 6 years younger hits on me then insults my religion. 4 of july is fun except for a small group immature of friends.... sat I have friends over then we go to a party... today was work were life goes from feel like hell to an average day and im tired all day along with pissed and on edge... get off of work and I find that my ex has txted me which he never does unless hes extremely bored or misses me. 

 to say im pissed is an understatement. i feel like earth and hell got swapped.
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So Ive decided to delete most of my work and just restart adding stuff on again from scratch and edit it...
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I feel like writing a poem here instead of writing one where it would usually go.

 I dont feel Anger...
I feel Hate.
I dont feel Happiness...
I feel Joyed.
I dont feel Love...
I feel Longing...
I dont feel Sad...
I feel Depressed.
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To all people that own BJD or dolls of any kind this is very good to read: ihavebeentricked.wordpress.com…
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I was finally able to submit artwork here after about 2 or more years of not because my DA wouldnt let me...man it feels good....
Life is good so far nothing bad is going on at the moment Im almost done with school I just have 2 semesters left of school not including the class that Im auditing in the summer( beginning watercolors) and I will have a liberal arts degree!!! 
I have bought my first BJD (ball jointed doll and will hopefully post pictures soon!
yep....life is good....:)
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feels like god (if there is one) is against me my bf broke up with me yesterday. my good friend and i r fighting over something stupid that im crying i hate my manager hes constantly teasing me and making my life hell. i feel so lost and angry i cant draw  and barly function and im starting to write stories more tan ever mainly about rape.
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hey so im up north in gaylord and today is my birthday. im 20....
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i hate my life

Journal Entry: Tue Aug 7, 2012, 12:40 AM
so much shit is going on i dont know what to do anymore

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so ive gotten really lazy recently so im not going to upload pictures (even tho i have a bunch to upload). if u want me to keep uploading u better spam me like hell otherwise im likely not to do anything. This goes for my poems as well.
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still in chicago and am currently uploading 20+ pictures onto DA bc Ive been bad about it
pretty boring day went shopping then my parents went to a wedding and now they're at the reception
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my parents are in chicago for a wedding and my mom said if i wanted to go i could go shopping!!!
i went to Guess and the Gap(saw nothing there) and we went out to dinner. I got  caesar salad with salmon on top! plus a 7 layer double chocolate chunk cake slice.  back at the hotel i have my own room
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Im trying to upload all of my pictures, i figure that i can get them all uploaded in 27 days if i upload 5 a day. (meaning I cant  be lazy like i was yesterday ,now im making up time)

Also current collections I hope to have this year consist of (not including the random idea's I get throughout the year)

-Heaven vs Hell
-Death Note
-Wonderland(in black and white)
-Animals-3 of my own cats-
-Mystical Creatures
-Frogs (based off of FrogMans' Collection and theyre sculptures)
-Friends(continuous)
-School Girls
-Bleach Girls
-OC
-Death Mermaid(also OC's)
-Fantasy/Fairytale
-Skeleton Collection
-Lolita Collection
-Bathing Suit Collection
-Lingerie Collection
-Flower Collection(done in lingerie form)

wow I've got 17 different collections I'm working on I'm gonna be busy...

Nora White
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Happy Valentines day!!!  Hope you are not celebrating alone and at school like I am!!!!!!!!!!
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Premium Member for a Day

Journal Entry: Thu Jan 19, 2012, 10:14 AM
I got this skin and I'm so happy I get to use it because I didn't know that only premium members could use different skins!!!!

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hey guys, my dad got a new scanner so I should be uploading more pics soon...
happy holidays!
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Last week my cousin peter calls my dad to say that my uncle david has passed away. This was tues. or wed. my dad call his brother to tell him the news only to find out that his mother was in the hospital. My father left for toronto friday and we arrived sat. My grandma passed away sat. night. This was last week. The funeral was mon. and we had shiva after that. One of my grandma's caregivers brought her cats to shiva and my uncle and dad threw a fit and told her to put them in the car( and for good reason...even though they were cute).

It was the weirdest shiva ever. Usually people are morning the loved one but my parents and uncle seemed more to be celebrating the fact that she had lived so long. They were immitating my grandma(perfectly might I add) making jokes and laughing instead of crying. I think thats the way my grandma would have wanted it.

As for me, my depression wavers here and there. I had to cancel finals and am taking both my finals tomorrow back to back (fun...hear my scarsm?)
I'm probably going to be writing poems and drawing again shortly to vent.
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WOW I NEVER THOUGHT THAT I WOULD LIVE TO SEE 11/11/11!!!!!!!!!! IM SO HAPPY!
im going to youmacon tomorrow with a friend cant wait!